Going through each day feeling the same, and looking back and see that everything changes.
I've finally done one of my resolutions a few days ago. I've switched to DiGi :) To be honest, it doesn't mean anything if the other half is still holding on to that Maxis scum. After two weeks' worth of bebel, Faiez has finally switched too. Yay for my bebels.
A couple of months back, I had my period for a month plus. Thought I was dying. My gynae did the ultrasound test on me, I was kinda hoping there's a baby inside. Wouldn't it be nice to be pregnant. Kinda scary if you're not married yet though. But would be so cool to be pregnant on our own, like how we get our period.
Finally decided to work out again, after too many failures. I don't think I'm obese, though, kinda pretty maybe totally fat. Maybe not overweight, just having a little too much unnecessary fat on my belly. These need to go. They're slowing me down to be honest. Did I mention I'm low blood? Which explains why I keep losing my breath. Pancit jer. Googled somewhere and found out that I need to consume extra sodium chloride. In English we call it garam.. eh salt. But I hate salt. I had to gargle salt water when I had my tongue pierced, macam harams. Hated it. NO.
After the first trial, I'm gambling on to buy a sports bra again. This time, this company ships to Malaysia. Yay! And I paid with PayPal. They can't mess with me this time. I've bought soooo many stuff on eBay lately. Even bought three USB adapters for no reason. But they're pretty useful. So no loss.
Company's annual dinner in December, bought a dress from eBay for RM70. Pretty good bargain for a cocktail maxi. Bought one size bigger, cuz Korean size has got nothing on me. Haha seriously, I bought a chiffon maxi sundress and it couldn't fit although it was free size, I ended up making it a skirt. Their boobs are like the size of my tummy. it's either theirs are small, or my tummy's a big-ass giant. Either way, can't fit me la. Sad.
Ahhh weddings. Gotta attend three weddings with two themes each. So that's six baju I have to make. In my family, kalau orang lain kawin, orang lain yang kena spend. Best kan? I think that's why I kinda don't like weddings. But I'm trying so hard to like them so I can attend whenever I'm invited. Battling against myself here, appreciate la skit okay :p hehe
Work. Bukan nak cakap apa, but I memang rasa tak happy. Firstly I dah kurang hangout dengan smokers, which are most of them my close friends. So now I only spend my breaks having breakfast. Which is good, maybe. While doing work, I'm too focused that sometimes I feel like puking and swearing and screaming my lungs out. Padahal bukan susah sangat pun kerja ni. Just that I feel my boss is putting so much pressure on me, and expecting me to be perfect. Bitch I can't have perfect attendance, fastest AHT and the most laidback attitude and expect me to be what, awesome? I can't be perfectly awesome, I'm only awesome skit-skit sudey. But seriously though, my work starts at six, sometimes I come late cuz of Subuh. He's pissed that I'm always 3 mins late. Selambat-lambat aku, aku paling banyak buat case setiap hari. Kau pehal?
Whenever people are late, we need to give reasons (excuses?!). And I keep saying Subuh, which is basically it. Subuh pukul 5:40-ish am, then he's like "I can't keep getting the same excuse" Kalau nak jadi boss, otak tu jangan nak sempit sangat. Walaupun bukan semua orang rajin nak solat Subuh, jangan la expect orang lain pon kena follow attitude bodoh macam tu. Islam tu solat lima kali sehari. Take note la kalau kau tak pandai pun. Hari tu my friend pun kena sound, she said "I went for Subuh prayer" and he was like "Again?" WTFakri.
Makin benci pulak cakap pasal kerja ni. Dengan orang lain, bukan main caring sekali, Dengan aku, amboi perli memanjang. Padahal dalam team ni, sekor pun tak lepas Top 5. At least appreciate ke apa ke, kenapa mesti aku dipersalahkan? Jangan expect lebih-lebih la. Orang lain kerja tak ikhlas takde pulak kau nak sound. Time aku je, fuh. Aku pantang betul kena sound benda yang tak logic.
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