Pack your bags. We're going on a guilt trip.
At first my family confirm tak balik JB, so I expect nak kerja je on raya. Then my dad decided to balik kampung jugak, tinggal I sorang at home. But susah gila nak gi kerja, considering I start work at six.
Anyway, I've a friend who has just lost his dad a couple of months ago. He gave up his raya leave, saying "Nothing to celebrate about". He insisted me to take the leave as I kind of needed it. That means I can go beraya in JB with my family. But then, it really feels like I'm celebrating because of someone's sadness? I don't know what it's called but guilty la sebab orang tu tak beraya sebab dia takde ayah, and I selamba "take over" his leave untuk pergi celebrate raya happy-happy.
I feel really bad. Dah banyak kali I asked him "you tanak balik Johor ke?" and he said no - he said yes an hour earlier kot. Guess I'm not made of steel after all.
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